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14th-Jul-2009 09:44 pm(no subject)
despite the sudden surge of endorphins my body isn't used to..tonight, i feel kind of sad.

i wish i got rid of this earlier, and found this earlier.

i just deleted an epic blog entry that isn't really fit for public viewing so hopefully the vagueness that is this entry will, in the future ha, remind me of how i'm feeling now.

i love deadlines. it assures me of a result. i just hate it when they're not met.
2nd-Jul-2009 11:58 pm(no subject)
hi live journal.

graaaaaabe you were such a bitch ha. i read your entries. hahaha! but i think i'm definitely DEFINITELY over the last two years. i never thought i would feel like i wasted all that time. but i really really did! it took me waaay too long. and i guess that really says something about what we had and what we went through to actually..have it. haha! anyway but that's all over now and i feel incredibly light. i always knew that it would never be over until i say it is. well to some extent, that's kind of true. and kind of yabang. but i really never take things back. at least those of this intensity. it feels awesome not to care. like i'm actually surprised i don't care. it's so out of character when it comes to this particular issue. ok whatever, i can't even explain how good it feels to let go of the baggage.

anyway, enough of that.

i went to china.

michael jacskon died.

i'm a senior. 75% of my classes are taught in tagalog.

i think senior year will be all time. three weeks in, i love it already. :)

ok bye. haha!
22nd-Jan-2009 04:52 pm - hahahahaha
 while discussing iLife '09 (specifically iPhoto's new feature: faces)

Phi: ..it can organize your photos by face..
Gia: it has face recognition? :o
Phi: yea! so all the same faces can go in one album (or something like that haha)
Gia: but..but what if all my friends are ICAn?


bwahahahahaha
14th-Jan-2009 06:55 pm(no subject)
day7: bumming around. like forealz. as in i didn't even see the sun mehn. :))

day8: the birth of the ID party :D and being appointed over-all head. woooo!
8th-Jan-2009 12:17 pm(no subject)
day 3.
-going to the printers. :D:D:D ang saya sayaaaa. they had problems about the magazine design (because i know NOTHING). so when i got there..i learned SO MUCH SHIT about publication! holy cow. that could've been a class.
-dinner with lester and ivan at TAPSIHAN NI VIVIAN (right next to Luyong) in markina. best. tapsi. ever. ever. no. shit.

day 4.
- the fitness first phone call i got just now for my free work out session care of lester hahahahhaha that bitch.
-the day is not yet ovar :D i shall update yoo
7th-Jan-2009 02:22 am - day two
dinner with half of the block + lester (echem)
and the fondue party + CATCHPHRASE.
6th-Jan-2009 12:58 am - i did not have a good day.
but rich tagged me and asked me to write stuff that made me happy for 8 days. or something like that.
I TAG ANYONE WHO HASNT DONE THIS BEFORE. and those who want to do this again.

day 1: the day was horrible. but there were a few things that made it bearable. yes i will say THINGS not just a thing. to cheer myself up LOL.
-coming home to a clean condo especially since i was expecting 1619 to be trashed. thank you rich tuason!
-successfully sticking to my diet (yes i believe in those things now)
-being able to conceptualize and create teaser posters for an upcoming show (on the spot pa) :D
-free cut
-dinner with stephanie andrew and kiks :) <3
26th-Dec-2008 10:33 pm - becaused i missed you, livejournal :)
stolen from eira

A fact about the person you like?
he lives 15 minutes away (sometimes.)

What happened at 10:00 am today?
i was waking up

When did you last cry?
on my birthday. as in hagulgol omfg.

What do you want in your life right now?
a clean slate

Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope :D

What is the last thing someone bought you?
tickets to a ballet

Name someone whose name starts with the letter "A".
Anthony hahah magaling.

Will you ever kiss the last person you kissed again?
yes please. i think.

Who's the most annoying person in your neighborhood?
the people who live in front of our house. they karaoke every saturday morning

Do you plan on moving in the next year?
not really..

What were you doing at 8:30pm last Friday night?
i was having dinner with lester and molo

What are you thinking right now?
i should pack.

Do you have a job?
yes. but it doesn't pay.

What are you doing right now besides this survey?
watching spiderman haha

What are your plans tomorrow?
SUBIC. AGAIN. and again.

Exactly where did you get the clothes you're wearing right now?
my top is from the Bel Field bazaar (christmas 2007 ahaha) my
 jeans are from mango

What is your current problem?
"see you next year, some things are going to change"

What are you looking forward to in the next week?
2009

Have you ever had your heart broken?
twice. but only one was solido

Have you ever done something outrageously dumb?
why yes. haven't we all?

Who was the last person you saw?
my bebe cousin who seriously looks like chris tiu

What was the last movie you watched?
i watched Serendipity this morning :)

Who was the last person you yelled at?
don't remember

Do you regret anything that you have done?
just some little things

Have you ever cried when you're mad?
always :)

Song you're listening to?
In Transit - Albert Hammond Jr.

Last December what was your love life like?
exaaaaactly how it is now. +an extra 24-7 kausap sa sun :)

Who's the funniest person you know?
ANYONE can make me laugh. but i'd have to say Francis Sabili

Are you afraid to grow up?
not really, but im afraid of the future

What is your worst subject in school?
ILLUSTRATION. putakte that subject

Have you ever been around someone who was high?
always. OK NO NAMAN :)) pero madalas

Three days from now will you be in a relationship?
no.

What is something you wish you had more of?
love. kiddinnnngggggggggggggg. not kidding. HAHA chos. i dont know :(

Do you like to hold or to be held?
to hold

Do you wash your hair in the shower?
yes.

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest/fastest for?
always :D

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?
HM. not really..

Are you usually the first to say sorry when you're in a fight,or the last?
i only say sorry if im sick of what im hearing or if i truly feel i was wrong. diba ganun naman tlga hahaha

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
a lot :D

Do you plan on hugging the last person you hugged again?
yes please

Are you in a relationship?
no

Do you think you're approachable?
i like to think i am

Does seeing couples in love make you mad?
no JUST ONE PARTICULAR COUPLE HAHA ok maybe two. but not cos theyre "in love"

Who do you tell the most to?
lester. believe me :))

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
my momma

Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
i think :D

How many times do you talk on the phone a day on average?
i average ONE call a day lang.

How was your day?
it was okay :)

Do you have a best friend?
yes

Does someone have a crush on you?
YES HAHAHAHHA joke lang gago. i dont know

Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
Lester
12th-Dec-2008 06:07 pm(no subject)
 I AM FINALLT NINETEEN! YEEEEY! great now everyones going to start turning 21...D:

no plans for todaaaaaaay! just fiamma tonight for sam pinto's birthday. THATS ALL :)



ps. i mees you LJ :D
23rd-Nov-2008 10:38 am(no subject)
1. print out my 8 Beatles-themed bookmarks. (to laminate, or not to laminate?) [friday] --Advanced Graphic Design
2. conceptualize and design a "School of Humanites" jacket. D: super need help with this one [wednesday] --Ateneo Sanggu
3. volunteer of Blue Christmas [thursday] --AJMA
4. study for the Member Selection Interview [saturday] --AIESEC
5. find Enrique and give him P200 hahaha! (for Sean Covey) [saturday] --AIESEC
6. attend Sean Covey's (author of the 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens) talk at the Irwin Theater [tuesday] --AIESEC
7. finalize tarps for the National Student-Investor's Convention [friday] --MEcO
8. conceptualize and draw my logo [saturday] --Illustration Class
9. draw my shoe. =| for two still life plates: water color & sketch --Illustration Class
10. come up with two good enough analog artworks to show my skillz and style [saturday] --Illustration Class

"If you love someone, ask them for nothing. Don't hold them back from their destiny. Don't keep them from going off in search of their own answers. Don't ask them for commitment. You will know commitment is real when it is something given willingly, and not as something obligatory. Don't ask them for promises. If you are patient, if you have faith, you will know in your heart when the right time for promises has come.

And when that time arrives, then you will see that you have both lost nothing by setting each other free, and have instead gained a richer, fuller life, a wealth of experiences, and a stronger certainty of your desires.

But should they not return to you, then life hasn't cheated you because no promises were broken. Your bitterness will not last long, and you will feel thankful and blessed that at the very least, this beautiful soul has colored your life, that knowing them has already made life infinitely more meaningful.

By setting a person free, you run a risk of them not returning. But always remember that you found them beautiful precisely because they were free. People are like sunlight. You can feel their warmth, and their glow, but you can't hold them in your hand and keep them with you forever. People CHOOSE to stay. But a choice is made more meaningful when it is made despite so many other options. Love has no restrictions and it is through mistakes that sometimes we see the right answer. Because if you love someone, you ask them for nothing and they will come back to you.
"
1st-Nov-2008 10:30 pm(no subject)
i was looking at old pictures the other day and i have to say A LOT has changed in a year.

1. one person totally disappeared and turned into this horrible mess that most people can't stand to be around. i admit, i didn't see that coming. i guess only one of us was right about that guy.

2. one person discovered the wonderful world of teenage-hood almost a few years too late and, frankly, i think its pissing everyone off. i was surprised to hear that i'm NOT the only one who feels this way. and i was even more surprised when i found out who exactly shared the same sentiments.

3. one person, despite all of the unwanted hate surrounding her and her obvious lack of life experiences, has managed to stay grounded and i admire her for it. she has been thrown a lot of undeserved shit and if anything, i would expect her to act out. she's also walking through very unfamiliar territory right now and its starting to look like she knows her way more than most people who have been there multiple times.

4. one person is having a very very very unhealthy relationship with herself.

5. one person had exactly what she needed right in front of her but she was too stupid to realize it.

OH WELL. :(

Level 1
(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
(x) done weed
(x) drank alcohol

SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(X) been in love 
(x) been dumped
(  ) shoplifted
(  ) been fired
(X) been in a fist fight -

SO FAR: 6

Level 3
(  ) snuck out of the house
(X) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back   
(  ) been arrested
(  ) made out with a stranger 
( ) gone out on a blind date

SO FAR: 7

Level 4
(X) had a crush on an older person 
(X) skipped school
(x) slept (not sex) with a co-worker 
(X) seen someone/something die  

SO FAR: 11

Level 5
(X) had/have a crush or liked on one of your friends.
(  ) been to Paris
(  ) been to Spain
(X) been on a plane
(x) thrown up from drinking 

SO FAR: 13

Level 6
(x) eaten Sushi
(  ) been snowboarding
(X) met someone BECAUSE of myspace/friendster
(  ) been mosh pitting

SO FAR: 14

Level 7
(  ) been in an abusive relationship
(X) taken pain killers 
(x) love/loved someone who you can’t have
(X) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel

SO FAR: 17

Level 8
(  ) had a tea party
(X) flown a kite
(X) built a sand castle
(X) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up 

SO FAR: 18

Level 9
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(  ) gone sledging
(X) cheated while playing a game
(X) been lonely
(X) fallen asleep at work/school

SO FAR: 22

Level 10
(  ) used a fake/
someone else's ID
(X) watched the sun set
(X) felt an earthquake
(  ) killed a snake

SO FAR: 24


Level 11
(X) been tickled - I HATE IT
(X) been robbed/vandalized
(  ) robbed someone
(X) been misunderstood
(  ) pet a deer

SO FAR: 27

Level 12
(X) won a contest
(  ) been suspended from school
(X) had detention
(x) been in a car/motorcycle/4-wheeler accident

SO FAR: 30

Level 13
( ) had/have braces 
(  ) eaten a whole tub of ice cream in one night
(X) had deja vu
(  ) danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 31

Level 14
(
x) hated the way you look 
(X) witnessed a crime
(  ) pole danced 
(X) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes

SO FAR: 35

Level 15
(X) squished barefoot through the mud
(X) been lost
(X) been to the opposite side of the world
(X) swam in the ocean
(X) felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 40

Level 16
(X) cried yourself to sleep
(X) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored w/crayons/colored pencils/markers
(X) sang karaoke I HATE KARAOKE
(X) paid for a meal with only coins

SO FAR: 45

Level 17
(X) done something you told yourself you wouldn't 
(X) made prank phone calls 
(X) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) kissed in the rain

SO FAR: 50

Level 18
(X) written a letter to Santa Claus
(  ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(X) watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about
(X) blown bubbles
(X) made a bonfire on the beach

SO FAR: 54

Level 19
(x) crashed a party
(  ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(X) gone rollerskating/blading
(X) had a wish come true

SO FAR: 57

Level 20
(x) worn pearls
(  ) jumped off a bridge
(X) screamed "you suck" in class
(X) swam with dolphins

SO FAR: 60

Level 22
(X) got your tongue stuck to a freezer/ice cube 
(  ) kissed a fish 

(X) worn the opposite sex’s clothes (those stupid roleplays)
(X) sat on a roof top

SO FAR: 63

Level 23
(X) screamed at the top of your lungs 
(X) done/attempted a one-handed cartwheel 
(X) talked on the phone/skype for more than 5 hours
(X) stayed up all night 

SO FAR: 67

Level 24
(x) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(X) climbed a tree
(
X) had been in a tree house
(X) are scared to watch scary movies alone

SO FAR: 71


Level 25
(x) believe in ghosts
(X) have/had more than 30 pairs of shoes throughout your life 
(  ) gone streaking
(  ) gone to jail

SO FAR: 73


Level 26
(
) played chicken
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on OH AIESEC

( ) been told you're hot by a complete stranger 
(X) been easily amused

SO FAR: 75


Level 27
(x) caught a fish then ate it 
(X) almost drowned in a pool

(X) caught a butterfly
(X) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed 

SO FAR: 80

Level 28
(  ) mooned/flashed someone 
(X) had someone moon/flash you
(X) cheated on a test

(X) forgotten someone's name
(X) slept naked
(x) French braided someone’s hair
(  ) gone skinny dipping in a pool 
(x) been kicked out of your house

SO FAR: 71

Level 30
(X) rode on a roller coaster 

(X) went scuba-diving/snorkeling
(X) had a cavity
(x) Black-mailed someone
(x) been black mailed

SO FAR: 88

Level 31
(X) been used
(X) fell going up the stairs
(  ) licked a cat 
(X) bitten someone
(X) licked someone

TOTAL: 92

20th-Oct-2008 11:54 pm - ---

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
and this walk that we shared together.
The streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it.
16th-Oct-2008 01:46 am(no subject)
while talking about the love of cel's life and the unexpected turn of events that led to cel texting the XEROX COPY (as in they look a like) of the love of her life.


Niks: ..pinapafish lang nya ng sobrang halata kay Xerox*
Cel: hahaha parang hinde eh.
Cel: pero okay si Xerox ka text.
Cel: parnag LOCL** na LOCL talaga.
Cel: Parang coke zero lang eh.
Cel: Same Taste, Zero Sugar :(

*Name has been changed
**LOVE OF CEL's LIFE

hahahahahaha
but wait. theres more.

Niks: Well...
Niks: You know naman how alcohol.
Niks: how it makes you do things you want to do that you cant when you're normal.
Cel: YES.
Cel: YES I KNOW.
Cel: so don't drugs.
Cel: it makes you do things you want to do that you cant even when you're drunk.


hahahahahahahahhaa. it'd be funnier if you knew the stories behind these conversations :))



goodnight friends.



15th-Oct-2008 06:51 pm - HMM..
I THINK SOMEONE HERE OWES ME KWENTO.









*coughrichtuasoncoughsnore*

9th-Oct-2008 02:04 am(no subject)
HAY GRABE. BAHALA NA SI





We could park the van and walk to town
 
Find the cheapest bottle of wine that we could find
 
And talk about the road behind
 
How getting lost is not a waste of time
 
The water mole will take us home
 
And in a moment we will sing as the forest sleeps

5th-Oct-2008 06:07 pm - cel's org work = crap
due to added stress brought about several things/people, i just wanted to say that all the org work i did this sem (especially for aiesec) sucks balls for a reason. thank you.
14th-Sep-2008 11:16 pm(no subject)

deliberately low-res. but you can probably still read some.
anyway. i must say..
these business cluster orgs have definitely ruined my style.
and i am grateful for that.

26th-Aug-2008 09:25 pm(no subject)


i really dont know why its still bothering me..but what happened? :(
23rd-Aug-2008 02:02 pm(no subject)
you need to fall in love. <3
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